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they try to make me go to rehab but I said no, no, no

Monday, May 30, 2011

Me: I feel awful. Like a lot of contradictions in my heart

Loon: What again

Me: The scandal issue. It keeps popping up

Loon: Then stop being a slut. Just think of 1 thing - don't you feel you are betraying your boyfriend? And imagine if your boyfriend has a lot of scandals too, how would you feel? I know you just want the feeling of getting wooed but is it long enough to feel that way always? You can't do this mistake forever

Me: Is this your pent up feelings towards me

Loon: Yes it is. I can watch you play and close one eye but I can't watch you keep playing forever

Me: I know. Im quitting. Like rehab. I love you for that



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I lead so many lives that I think I'm only trying to fool myself