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whinging

Friday, March 13, 2009

I shall whinge today because everyone's allowed to whinge once in a while.

I should not be living the life that I'm having now.
I should be doing something more constructive, more fulfilling, more exciting.

I should not wallow in self-pity.
I should be counting my blessings (though not many, but still)





So easy to plaster a smile on your face,
show everyone that you're doing fine when you aren't.

So easy to give up and blame it on others,
but forgetting that they didn't wished to cause these problems.

So easy to blow up at the person who messed up your life,
the very same person who sacrificed for you in the past.

So easy to be selfish....

The holidays seem so surreal, so not real.

Sigh I guess friends who know me personally would know what situation I'm in and know what I'm talking about.

=( x 1 million.

I should face the wall and reflect.



*****





I lead so many lives that I think I'm only trying to fool myself